Poetry...Shhh don't laugh

Feeling like I want to share some old poems I've written a while back...they're pretty rough and may change over time but enjoy anyways.

"Working Title"

I rather just lock myself in my bathroom and look upon the pictures you took

but they are all of her now

It could of worked if you wanted it to
I know it seemed impossible but it could of worked
if you wanted it to.

And when I go to sleep you're in my dreams
I'm sure I hold my breath
hoping you breathe it back into me

I hold my breath every time you talk to me
Cuz I'm hoping that you will breathe it back
into me

Words can't even begin to explain the pain
u left me with
Your presence in my life has left an imprint

If only the sun was around when you were around

Instead we hid between my sheets
during the time when rain hit my window

I still hold my breath every time you talk to me
I'm hoping that you'll someday breath it back into me

Words can't even begin to explain the pain
u left me with

Your presence in my life has left




come back...



"Before I Could Regain Myself"


Before I could regain myself again
You intervined
I knew it was wrong
But I'm blind to most
of my mistakes

Was it the real me you fell for
or did the lusty pressure reveal
only a wonderful idea of me?

And before I could justify myself
We were strangers

My love became some foreign island
surrounded with dark and heavy
waves, too deep
A voyage not worth the trip

Not even the crack in you voice
or the mist in your eyes
could comfort the blow
to my ego

I didn't let you give me one last kiss
goodbye

because it would have erased
all the others that came
before...